Beyond the Matrix
of Elemental and
Karmic Bondage.

“When I was younger, I used to always ask — what is my purpose in life? That question ruminated inside me, and I was seeking answers.”

“Whenever I would go into my past, I would always see a figure like Shivji in my imagination. And whenever I saw mythological figures, I would always feel a pull towards them. There was a certain insatiable curiosity in me — toward spirituality, deeper cosmic knowledge, sadhus, and our ancient practices.”

“During childhood role-plays and games, whenever other kids would play ghar-ghar, I never gravitated toward playing the part of a householder — a mother, or someone taking care of a family. I never wanted to play at having a family, children, or household chores. Instead, I would offer to play the part of a teacher, a doctor, a career woman. I preferred to serve people. This naturally, eventually, led me to a medical career.”

“Pratyaksham hi alpam (प्रत्यक्षं हि अल्पम्) — what is seen is only a fraction. Acharya Charaka’s line was taught to me in first year BAMS, and it stayed at the back of my mind for years. If Pratyaksham hi alpam, then I wanted to explore what is unlimited. And that journey began.”

“I accompanied my aunt, who was registered for the healing sessions Guruji was offering. I had gone with an open mind — though I specifically did not register myself, since I did not feel the need to take any healing. I assumed I was fit.”

“Once the session ended and Guruji opened his eyes, he saw me sitting at the back of the audience. He recognized that I had not come to him for healing and asked, ‘Why do you not require the healing energy?’ I said, ‘No, I am fine, I don’t have any issues.’”

“Upon his request, I sat in front of him to receive the energy. When I opened my eyes, my mind was silenced. That calmness which I felt, that relaxation — I understood then that the energy I had received was very powerful, and it had dissipated all the stress I had thought was normal to experience. This made me realize that unconsciously, as a habit, we are always experiencing stress and normalizing it as part of our day-to-day life. When a living Guru heals you and makes your mind calm and still, that relaxation is at a different level.”

“After many meditation sessions, he came to know of my quest for spiritual answers. He said to me: ‘If you teach me about the human body, I will teach you about spirituality.’ And that was a win-win situation for me. So I started teaching Guruji about human anatomy, physiology, and how each organ is impacted when it is diseased.”

“Guruji was the best student I could have ever had. He was highly self-motivated, a very fast learner, who would dive deeper — not just into the theoretical knowledge of the body, its organs, and pathology, but also into applying it as practical knowledge for those seeking relief from life-long ailments. This led to a truly divine partnership: combining medical science with mantras and sadhanas for those who came to seek assistance.”

“To the outer world, it may seem I am playing these roles, but frankly I don’t have any roles. When you are in front, playing your part, you realise you are simply an actor in this world.”

“Inside, we are attached to the one who has created us — the creator. So I attach myself to the creator, to the Guru — and the Guru does it all. I never think I am the doer. It is He who orchestrates everything, including these roles of wife, companion, mother, sister, or daughter — to those who see me as a mother, sister, or daughter.”

“My Sadhana, too, is something that my Guru makes me do. I am simply a medium. You can see me physically executing my responsibilities, but in essence, I do not do anything.”

“In my opinion, there is only one practice, one rhythm, one choice — and that is love.”

“When you have love within, and you give somebody love, it automatically reciprocates. There is nothing which is other than that in spirituality. Love is at the core of every spiritual pursuit.”

“Acceptance. Accepting anything that comes your way. Accepting all situations — that it is Prasad of Guru. Even when you experience something challenging happening, you accept it as a divine learning that has come your way to improve you. So if your Guru is making you go through it, you accept it.”

“Acceptance, and love for all, is the only mantra I am following in my life.”

“Sanyas is not leaving anything. Sanyas is an inner transformation.”

“Don’t force anything onto yourself. Things have to happen naturally. You can experience Sanyas when you are in a state of meditation — but you first have to practice this state by training your body to hold it. Following a daily routine — around meditation and your spiritual pursuits, sitting at the same time each morning or evening — will help train your body, sharpen your practice, and lead you toward the state of inner transformation.”

“Everything else that has to be done with your body, with your mind, is what the Guru has to do. You do not have to be a judge. You only have to practice sitting in meditation.”

“Acceptance, and letting go. We try to keep a lot of things, a lot of emotions stored inside ourselves. If we don’t let go, these become the hurdles and blockages for our spiritual growth.”

“How can a woman expect to be given the same status as a man? Women are and have always been above men. Women are the Janani — the Mother, the Creator. We are above men.”

“Why should we seek the same status? Guruji always says a woman is 2X. A man is only 1X. So we are double. If we celebrate the feminine powers that we’ve been blessed with, and work on enhancing those qualities rather than trying to compete with men (because they have been blessed with their own specific qualities), then we will be able to discover our own inner power, our own standing, and our purpose in life.”

“Now, what can we do to enhance our own status? One needs to start by going within. Any woman, any human can prove their worth by going within and identifying the uniqueness that they have been specifically blessed with by the creator. This is the same technique practiced by our sages and saints of going within, identifying their strengths and purpose, and that’s what inner transformation is. When you go inside, you will discover your inner power.”

“Whatever we do on the outside is not as important. What matters is our inner connection and alignment with the creator.”